R.E.L.A.K.S

Starting a day today with a good mood..hehehe. Dat kind of thing dat makes my jiwa kacau for 2 -3 day ALREADY GONE....huhu..How is it happen?huahuahua...i dun't hv da answer as well... Whatever it is, i'm happy now..hahaa..Masuk ofis pg2 kena lead a short briefing to the team.. and then continue wit da meeting wit the member for the paperwork to Pulau Pangkor. .Talking about P.Pangkor, our Keluang Man Team decide to go P.Pangkor...at first, saje2 jew nk g..to have fun, to hv spent time with our team [ since we gonna complete our practicum in a few day ]..tapi xda budget la pulak...so, kena la wat la a good paperwork to get a sponsor from KPerak..huhu...agak tension la wat paperwork nih..ha la...everything need in detail otherwise xdpt la sponsor...huhuhu...pape pun, my secretary emma..keep up da good work k?heheheh...tgh2 wat meeting, suddenly our bos comes in to give short briefing regarding our production. we need to rush + work hard to finished our work..huhu.. okey la.. to work..back to work [ as my boss always said ]...

LET IT BE

Not in a good mood dis week...somethin' happen to me..wonder wat it is?let it be secret..wat can i say dat thing makes my jiwa kacau..jiwa gundah gulana..everythin' dat i do seems sumthin' wrong sumwhere..buat tu salah..wat ne salah..argghhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i want to be alone...i need some time and space...menenangkn jiwa kacau ak nih..suddenly, i feel like wanna go home..nk balik kg!!!!!!!! dok umah, borak dgn adik2, layan muvie korea, mkn sup makaroni....miss this damn much!!!!!!!! Bcoz of dis thing, ak jadik xsemangat g keja..no passion at all..disturb my focus as well...setiap sudut remind me to dat things dat makes me hurt a lot... ~~~~

C.O.N.F.U.S.E.

i posted " I want my old Safiani's back" at the fb..people wonder wat i mean by old Safiani's.. Safiani y skrg nih berbeza ke dr y dlu?Safiani y skrg nih dh berubah kew? dat wuestion is too subjective 4 me to answer...its hard 4 me to answer...all i know is..i just feel dat i'm not like da old Safiani's anymore..i became some1 which is not mine..wat i think, wat i do, wat i behave.....arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat i'm suppose to do wit dat?

B.A.I.N.A.T.I _J.A.N.N.A.T.I

Receive my father's call yesterday makes me miss home damn much :( Miss my mom's cook, my bro n sister and miss my bed most..huhuh..Rase mcm dah bertahun xbalek umah...Padahal br sebulan lebey..lama gak la kn? ne br praktikal, klu dah keja sok, cam ne la..huhu..

1/2 day @ Cameron Highland

Overnite at Cameron Highland,Pahang. Saje nk lepaskan stress keja..huhu.

B.O.S.A.N

its been a while not not posting anything here..been busy actually + no internet connection at the opis..ader, tp utk wat keja jew..so, a little bit hard to update my blog ari2..huhu

bosan?why is it so?well...doing the same thing everyday..being "tocer" ari2...xborink namenye? huhu...can't wait to complete the practicum...huhu..Please! pLease!

F.A.L.L.L.I.N.G F.O.R Y.O.U

B.U.A.N.G

Suddenly, i realize that i should throw away "dat kind of feeling"..b4 anything happen, yeah it is good to do so..but somehow, i dunno where should i throw dat feeling..it keeps bothering me..keep growing in my heart,,keep following me every single day, single minute..Argghhhh!!!

i keep asking myself..whose fault is this?is it bcoz of me?

salah aku kah klu perasaan itu dtg sendiri?

salah aku kah klu perasaan itu wujud? atau

mmg benar salah aku y membiarkan perasaan itu ada dan terus ada..

atau salah perasaan itu sendiri y sepatutnya tidak wujud sejak dr mula lg????

Aku harus B.U.A.N.G perasaan itu...Please Sofea..let it go........~~

P.E.R.L.U.K.A.H ?

Tbe2 hati ini terasa ingin berterima kasih pd seseorang..but i dunno da way it shoud be done..or mayb i should not do dat? * sigh * ~~ i wish i can list the reason why i should thanksful to dat person,,but well..,biarlah ak sorang jew y tahu..it enough :)

M.A.L.A.S

Argghhh!!!!!!! " M.A.L.A.S " is da best word to describe wat i feel today..plus my boss is not around..lg la bertambah2 M.A.L.A.S..padahal ade keja nk wat..esok boss nk tgk..but da problem is wa xlak mood maa nk wat keja..huuhu..g ofis rini xde wat pape pown..pagi bukak fb, check email [wajib siot wat bendi nih..klu x, idup xaman..:P]..lepas zohor..try wat sket2 keja..pastu perghhh!!! ngantuk y teramat2..xbley handle siot..Tido ar pe lg... bukak mata jew..update blog plak..hahaaa...Bahagia ye klu ari2 bley wat cam nih..but b4 i forgot 1 of da reason i'm feel good tday is bcoz my MU menang game smlm dgn Arsenal..fuh ! puas ati..Terbaik aksi Rooney..[ walaupun ak xdpt tgk tme de score..huhu].. hmmm...~~ mlm nih kena stay up la jwb nya..i have to finished wat i supposed to do 2day..otherwise..waa.. kena basuh lar dgn boss esok..huhu..xmo..xmo..so, plan balek keja kang...mandi kasik wangi2, wat nes panas secawan...on my laptop..then lalalalaaa..keja! keja! keja! :)

S.E.P.I dan S.E.N.D.I.R.I

Sepi dan sendiri..walaupun roda hidupku tetap berputar..namun yang rasa sepi dan sendiri saat ini selalu ada di sekeliling hari - hari ku..mungkin semenjak aku jauh dari mereka-mereka yang menghiasi hidupku..

Aku yakin rasa sepi dan sendiri ini akan berakhir..namun entah sampai bila perasaan ini akan berakhir..Belum lagi tentang seseorang yang mula mewarnai hidup ini..entah..adakah dia yang terbaik?akan adakah waktu untuk membuktikannya?atau...mungkin hanyalah kenangan yang menjadi ubat di hati untuk kerinduan di saat sepi dan sendiri ~~

Keluang Man 2 Launch Day on TV3 :)

Berita pelancaran Keluang Man 2 kuar Tv3..

sayangnya..cek xdpt tgk live..muka cek kuar tv tu..

hahaa...seronok ('',)

Keluang Man 2 The Series

Keluang Man 2?Be part of the Keluang Man Creative Team make me so proud..cam xcaye jew..

but by da way, this series will be broadcast soon..may in the middle year 2010, kat TV1...la nih tgh sibuk siapkan episode 1..chewah !

Actually, KM2 br jew launch a fews days ago..20 January 2010..[ cantekkn num ?]. it was officially launch by Dato' Yacoob Noordin [ CEO Kperak]..dah launch, br taw MB Perak marah coz xpanggil de utk launch..aiseh! Klu x, sure lg gempak majlis tuh..huhu..Ha! Talking about launch day nih, ade citer best and ader citer xbest..The best part is, i was interviewed by TV3.. haha..best giler dpt masuk TV3..Buletin 1.30 lg..xpenah msok tv, so excited lebey sket..Ops! bukan tV je k..msuk paper gak..paper utusan + sinar..tbe2 rs cam artis kejap..hehee.. [ sound likes kerek + belagak, but the truth is mmg hepy ar muke msuk paper..bohong la klu xhepy kn? kn?) but the worst part is..kitorang xdpt tgk pun berita tu..pnat tggu depan tv 2 hari [ time buletin utama jew la ]..tp xkuar2 berita..tup!tup! keluar time buletin 1.30..hahaa..sedey siot :(

Keluang Man 2 Creative Team 's Family

After 1 1/2 month ~~

"Alhamdulillah" dat the first word comes out from my mouth..so far.., so good being a trainee here..well, at first, i have to admit..emosi xbape stabil..jiwa kacau, jiwa kosong gak la..donno why..homesick?nope..i don't think so..well, without my klik around + i have to face 3d animation - da things dat i hate most..huhu..pastu tbe2 kena wat 3d lak..xbley terima siot !!!

People..they wonder if i really hate 3d, then why i choose to be here?well...this is not my choice actually, i was choosen to be here..hehe..well, i will be a lecture soon..insaAllah [da mkn dwet KPT :) ] kena ngajar multimedia lak tuh..so, wat purpose u a holder in degree in multimedia if u don't know anythin' 'bout 3D?i keep asking myself dat question..in da end, i decide to come here.. take dat as a challenge..sacrifice myself for 6 month for the rest of my life..hahaa..

Alhamdulillah again..we can get along 2gether..dah mcm kenal lame da..best dpt team cam nih..

dpt bos sporting lak tuh..kire lengkap ar package..hehe..right now, i feel dat i'm so lucky to be here..to be part of the Keluang Man 2 Creative Team..mcm 1 rahmat...hehe. Mayb i was meaning to be here.. ahaks!

Another chapter of my life

Dis story should begin from da first day i came to Ipoh..but since i'm quit busy at dat moment..so br skrg ader mase nk update dis kind of story...huhu..

First, i was afraid..dtg Ipoh sowank2..without my parent..( they been busy at that time ). Smpai2 Ipoh, rase cam mimpi..i never think i could be here..at least 4 becoming 6 month as a practical student ( i prefer to name it as 'Trainer' - canggih ar sket bunyi nye..hehee ).

Smpai2 Ipoh (6 Dis 2009 ), shopping a little bit..Brg2 keperluan such as bantal, comforter and wat make me mad is xder orang jual toto..abes gua nk tdo atas pe bro?huhu..so, wat to do? beli la mattress y nipis cam kulit bawang tuh..xper la..6 bln jer kot kat cini..huhu.. Mlm nye cam besa ar..busy print form2 dat need to bring 2morrow morning..Sleep around 12 am..Report to the organization 7 Dis 2009 - A new story of my life as a practical student :) Let check it out !